John Hargrove Seeking Truth and Reality

Sometimes when people talk about “hearing from God,” it can feel a little overwhelming—especially if you’re not sure what that’s supposed to sound like. In our Bible study, Finding God’s Will, Session 3 focuses on how we hear God not just by ourselves, but together—in community, through conversation, prayer, and trusted relationships. That’s actually something John Wesley cared a lot about too.

Wesley preached a sermon called The Nature of Enthusiasm back in the 1700s. And in that message, he warned people not to mistake their feelings or private ideas for God’s voice. Back then, “enthusiasm” didn’t mean excitement like it does today—it meant a kind of spiritual self-deception. People would say, “God told me this” or “I know this is from the Spirit,” when really it was just emotion or imagination. Wesley was concerned because that kind of thinking often led people away from the Bible, away from their church family, and even into harm.

What he taught is still true now: God can speak to our hearts, yes—but His voice is always consistent with Scripture, and it’s usually confirmed in community. That’s why we need each other. That’s why Christian friendships, prayer groups, and church life matter. They help us test what we’re feeling, slow down, and listen with wisdom.

The Global Methodist Church says something similar in its Book of Doctrines and Discipline. Worship, prayer, and study are things we do together, not just alone. And there’s a reason we meet, pray, talk, and study the Word in groups—it’s one of the main ways God leads us clearly, not just emotionally. One paragraph in the BODD says worship is a “divine encounter” that’s shaped by the whole church, not just personal preference. That’s how we stay grounded.

So if you’ve ever wondered, “Am I hearing God right?”—you’re not alone. That’s why we need community. You don’t have to figure it out all on your own. When we pray, read Scripture, and share together, God’s voice often becomes clearer—not louder, just more steady.

Let’s keep listening, together.

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about how we talk about God’s will—like it’s some hidden map we have to solve. But what if it’s more like a daily walk with someone who loves us and wants us to trust Him?

Over the past few weeks at FMC Buna, we’ve been in a Bible study called Finding God’s Will, and it’s been unexpectedly rich. Not just answers—but real conversations. Real stories. A lot of grace.

Here’s what I’m learning (or relearning):

God’s will isn’t just about the big decisions.

It’s about trust when we don’t see the outcome.

It’s about community when we feel alone.

And sometimes… it’s just about showing up.

If you’ve ever wrestled with “What’s next?” or “What does God want from me?”—you’re not the only one. And you don’t have to figure it out alone.

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You Are Part of God’s Will for the Church

Too often we think of “God’s will” in private terms. My calling. My direction. My purpose. But Scripture paints a broader picture. God’s will is also about us—His people. His Church.

Ephesians 2:10 says we were created “for good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.” Those “works” aren’t just individual assignments. They’re part of a collective mission.

At FMC Buna, God’s will isn’t just for pastors or leaders. It’s for each person who walks through the doors.

You matter to what God is doing here.

You are not too late, too tired, too wounded, or too new to contribute.

The question isn’t, Does God have a will for the church?

It’s, Are you willing to be part of it?

Because the church doesn’t grow from programming—it grows from people like you saying,

“God, use me. However You want. Wherever You want.”

That’s how renewal begins.

When God’s Will Is Hard to Hear

We’ve all had moments where God feels silent. Prayers go unanswered. Decisions weigh heavy. The path forward looks foggy.

That doesn’t mean you’re doing it wrong. It might mean you’re being invited to trust deeper.

Isaiah 55:8 reminds us, “My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways.” That’s not meant to frustrate us. It’s meant to free us. God is not confused. Even when we are.

Sometimes His will is silence—because we need to stop striving.

Sometimes His will is waiting—because He’s preparing us.

Sometimes His will is community—because we’re not meant to figure it out alone.

If you’re in a season where God’s will feels hidden, you’re not lost. You’re being led—just more by presence than by answers.

Keep praying. Keep showing up. Keep surrendering.

His silence is not His absence.

Is God’s Will a Mystery—or a Relationship?

We often talk about “finding God’s will” like it’s buried treasure—something hidden, hard to find, and reserved for the spiritually elite. But what if God’s will isn’t a riddle to solve, but a relationship to walk in?

The Bible tells us, “Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is” (Romans 12:2). In other words, God’s will becomes clearer as we draw closer to Him.

God’s will isn’t just about big decisions—it’s about the posture of your heart. He’s less interested in which job you take or which town you live in, and more interested in whether you’re becoming the kind of person who loves, forgives, serves, and obeys.

So the real question is not just What should I do?

It’s Who am I becoming?

God’s will starts with that. And it grows from there.

A Modern Paraphrase of John Wesley’s Sermon

It’s easy to look religious—many people do. They go to church, pray, give to charity, and try to live moral lives. They don’t curse, lie, cheat, or harm others. They treat people with kindness, avoid gossip, and strive to be good citizens. And yet, something vital may be missing.

You can have all of that—morality, decency, even deep sincerity—and still fall short of true Christianity. That was me once. I preached, taught, and did good works. I thought I was a Christian. But I wasn’t altogether one. I had the form of godliness but lacked its power. I was close—almost there—but not truly transformed.

So what’s the difference between the almost Christian and the altogether Christian?

The almost Christian is respectable, honest, well-mannered, disciplined, and outwardly religious. They do the right things and avoid obvious sins. Their life looks good to others. They might even be admired by many. But deep inside, they lack the one thing that matters most: a heart wholly given to God.

The altogether Christian, however, is different. Their goodness doesn’t come from trying harder—it flows from love. First, love for God: with all their heart, soul, mind, and strength. This isn’t just affection—it’s surrender, passion, desire, awe. Second, love for others: not just being polite or fair, but truly seeking the well-being of others as you would your own. It’s a love that shows itself in every action, every decision, every moment.

This kind of Christian has real faith in Jesus Christ. Not just belief that He lived or died, but personal trust in His mercy and power. They know they can’t save themselves. They believe that through Jesus’ sacrifice, they are forgiven. And they live in that grace—full of joy, peace, humility, and hope.

Here’s the bottom line: Being “almost” a Christian is not enough. You can come right up to the threshold of salvation—and still miss it. My prayer is that no one who hears these words stays there.

Let’s not settle for being almost Christian. Let’s press on to full, real, burning, wholehearted faith. Let’s become altogether Christians.

Scripture: Hebrews 1:3 | Ephesians 6:16 | John 4:23

Today we reflect on the powerful witness of Tertullian, one of the earliest defenders of the Christian faith. Writing in the late 2nd and early 3rd century, Tertullian famously asked, “What does Athens have to do with Jerusalem?” — a challenge to the blending of secular philosophy with the pure gospel. Yet, his life and legacy give us more than polemics. They invite us into a deeper devotion to Christ crucified, risen, and reigning.

In Hebrews 1:3, we are reminded that Christ is “the radiance of God’s glory and the exact representation of His being.” Tertullian fiercely defended the reality of Christ’s divine nature and humanity, laying the groundwork for our Trinitarian understanding. He was the first to use the term Trinitas to describe the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit as three persons, one substance — a truth that remains a cornerstone of our doctrine.

Tertullian saw faith not as blind acceptance, but as a bold act of allegiance. In a culture that ridiculed belief and demanded conformity, he stood with clarity and courage. His writings remind us that truth must be lived, not just believed. That’s the kind of worship Jesus spoke of in John 4:23–24: worship in spirit and in truth.

Tertullian also called suffering Christians to put on the armor of faith. He described the Christian as a soldier of light, whose discipline was prayer, whose shield was faith, and whose weapon was the Word. His voice still echoes to us: “The blood of the martyrs is the seed of the Church.” From his time to ours, the Church has grown through lives laid down in love, not through power seized in pride.

As Wesley might affirm, faith without works is not saving faith. Tertullian’s boldness is a call to sanctified living — a life set apart, unwavering in truth and filled with holy love. It’s not enough to merely believe in Christ. We are called to become like Him, radiating His glory into the world, just as He reflects the Father’s.

Reflection Questions:

In what ways am I tempted to compromise truth for acceptance? Do I worship in both Spirit and truth — with passion and integrity? What would it mean today to “put on the shield of faith” in my community, workplace, or church?

Prayer:

Lord Jesus, You are the exact image of the Father, full of glory and grace. Strengthen me, as You did Tertullian, to stand firm in truth and radiate Your light in a dark world. Let my life be a testimony of love that does not waver, and worship that is both sincere and bold. May I live not for comfort, but for Your kingdom. Amen.

If you’ve ever felt the world was too broken, the night too dark, or the divide between people too wide to cross—this message is for you.

I’ve lived long enough to know how easy it is to grow numb. To build fences around our hearts. To protect ourselves from the pain of trying when it feels like nothing changes. But I’ve also lived long enough to know this: one moment of surrender, one step of courage, one heart that kneels before God in humility… it can ripple out farther than we’ll ever see.

That’s what “City on Our Knees” is about.
It’s not a fantasy. It’s not a lyric to make you feel good.
It’s a call—to me, to you, to us all.

There comes a time, as the song says, “when we all must stand together.” But the strange paradox of God’s kingdom is that we stand by first kneeling.
We don’t fix the world by force.
We don’t bridge the gaps with pride.
We bend low. We confess. We pray. We weep with those who weep.
And in that posture—God moves.

Maybe you’ve got a past.
Maybe you’ve got pain.
Maybe the system, or the church, or even your own family let you down.
I’ve known those feelings too.
But none of that disqualifies you from this movement.
Because this night could be the start of something holy.
This moment could be where mercy meets momentum.

I’m not here to shout or impress. I’m here as a man who believes in what can happen when ordinary people—broken people, longing people—say to God: Use me. Heal this land. Begin with me.

You don’t have to have a platform.
You don’t need to have it all together.
You just need to show up on your knees—with your whole heart.

Tonight could be the night.
This town, this church, this home—your soul—could be the city on its knees.

Let’s stop waiting for someone else.
Let’s stop pretending we can’t make a difference.
Let’s kneel—and watch what God can do.

With hope,
John Hargrove
I still believe that CD revival begins in the quiet place where hearts are humbled and Heaven listens.

John Wesley’s sequence and application of what we now call the Wesleyan Quadrilateral was deeply practical, Spirit-filled, and always anchored in Scripture. Though he didn’t systematize it as a “quadrilateral,” his writings and sermons clearly reveal how he ordered and applied the four elements.

Here’s how Wesley sequenced and applied each element:

1. Scripture – The First and Final Authority

• Sequence: Always first.
  
• Application: For Wesley, Scripture was “the rule and guide of all our faith and practice.” He read the Bible daily, often comparing translations, and emphasized its sufficiency for salvation.
  
• He called himself homo unius libri—“a man of one book”—though he read widely.
  
• He used Scripture not just to teach doctrine but to form hearts, convict sin, and inspire holiness.
  

Wesley quote:

“Bring me a Bible, and let me be a Christian!”

2. Tradition – The Voice of the Church through Time

• Sequence: Second, under Scripture.
  
• Application: Wesley highly valued the teachings of the early Church Fathers (especially Augustine, Chrysostom, and Macarius), the Creeds, and Anglican liturgies.
  
• Tradition served as a safeguard against innovation or doctrinal error.
  
• His sermons and Explanatory Notes on the New Testament are steeped in patristic theology and Anglican tradition.
  

Wesley quote:

“I value all things only by the price they shall gain in eternity.”

3. Reason – Enlightened by the Spirit

• Sequence: Third, always subordinate to Scripture.
  
• Application: Wesley saw reason as a God-given tool to rightly interpret Scripture and test truth claims. He never promoted blind faith, but warned against “vain philosophy” divorced from grace.
  
• He used reason to defend faith (especially against Deism) and to make theology intelligible and livable.
  

Wesley quote:

“Do not hastily ascribe things to God. Do not easily suppose dreams, voices, impressions, visions, or revelations to be from God. They may be from Him. They may be from nature. They may be from the devil.”

4. Experience – The Confirming Ground of Grace

• Sequence: Last, but essential.
  
• Application: Wesley did not base theology on feelings—but he insisted that true doctrine must bear fruit. He viewed experience as the inner witness of the Spirit, the transformation of life, and the evidence of holiness.
  
• He warned against enthusiasm (emotionalism without truth) but championed assurance, heart-warming encounters with grace, and growth in love.
  

Wesley quote:

“What the Scripture promises, I enjoy.”

In Practice: A Wesleyan Sequence of Discernment

When Wesley faced a theological or pastoral issue, he:

1. Searched the Scriptures – What does God say?
   
2. Listened to Tradition – How has the Church understood this?
   
3. Used Reason – Does this make sense? Is it coherent?
   
4. Tested by Experience – Do I see fruit? Does it align with the Spirit’s work?
   

Example: Assurance of Salvation

• Scripture: Romans 8:16 – “The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit…”
  
• Tradition: Early Fathers spoke of joy and spiritual rebirth.
  
• Reason: If God saves, should we not know and feel it?
  
• Experience: Wesley at Aldersgate: “My heart was strangely warmed…”
  

John Wesley didn’t outline the “Quadrilateral” formally—but he lived it faithfully, and his sermons, journals, and theological work are full of practical examples where he applied Scripture first, tested with Tradition, reasoned theologically, and confirmed through spiritual experience.

Here are several clear examples that show how Wesley modeled the Quadrilateral in action:

1. Assurance of Salvation

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Aldersgate Experience (1738)

Application: Scripture → Tradition → Reason → Experience

• Scripture: Romans 8:16 – “The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are children of God.”
  
• Tradition: He wrestled with Anglican teachings and read Luther’s Preface to Romans.
  
• Reason: He questioned how faith could be both received and known—if Christ bore our sins, shouldn’t we know it?
  
• Experience: “I felt my heart strangely warmed. I felt I did trust in Christ… and an assurance was given me…”
  

Takeaway: Experience confirmed what Scripture revealed, and Tradition and Reason helped make it intelligible.

2. Preaching to the Poor & Outdoors

Application: Scripture → Tradition (re-examined) → Reason → Experience

• Scripture: Jesus preached in fields and on mountains (Matthew 5).
  
• Tradition: Church of England frowned on outdoor preaching.
  
• Reason: If people won’t come to church, why not bring the Gospel to them?
  
• Experience: Thousands converted under open-air preaching (starting with miners at Bristol).
  

Wesley’s journal: “I submitted to be more vile, and proclaimed in the highways the glad tidings of salvation.”

3. Means of Grace (Sermon: “The Means of Grace”)

Application: Scripture → Tradition → Reason → Experience

• Scripture: Acts 2:42 – prayer, breaking bread, teaching.
  
• Tradition: Early Church and Anglican sacraments upheld these practices.
  
• Reason: These are vehicles of God’s presence—not magical, but intentional channels of grace.
  
• Experience: Wesley’s societies experienced transformation through these regular practices.
  

Wesley quote: “All who desire the grace of God are to wait for it in these means.”

4. Opposition to Slavery

Application: Scripture → Tradition (challenged) → Reason → Experience

• Scripture: Galatians 3:28; Exodus; Micah 6:8 – dignity and justice for all.
  
• Tradition: Some churches tolerated slavery.
  
• Reason: It violated love of neighbor and moral law.
  
• Experience: Testimonies of enslaved persons and his reading of abolitionist works (e.g., Anthony Benezet) moved him deeply.
  

Wesley’s last letter (1791): Was written to William Wilberforce urging him to continue fighting slavery:

“Go on, in the name of God and in the power of His might…”

5. Justification by Faith Alone

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Sermon: “Justification by Faith”

Application: Scripture → Tradition → Reason → Experience

• Scripture: Romans 5:1 – “Therefore, being justified by faith, we have peace with God…”
  
• Tradition: Affirmed in the early Church and Protestant Reformation.
  
• Reason: Works cannot save; only grace can.
  
• Experience: Those who trusted in Christ found peace and inner assurance.
  

Wesley quote: “Faith is the condition, and the only condition, of justification.”

Easter Message: The God Who Ran to Us

Hey friend,

Picture this: a dusty tomb in the early morning light, the air heavy with the weight of grief. The women trudging toward it, hearts broken, spices in hand to anoint a body they loved. They’re expecting death. Finality. The end of the story. But then—oh, then—the stone’s rolled away, the tomb’s empty, and an angel’s voice cuts through the dawn: “He is not here! He is risen!” Can you feel the ground shift under their feet? That’s Easter, my friend. That’s the moment the world turned upside down, and it’s the moment I want to sit with you in today.

I’ve been reading this old saint, Irenaeus, from way back in the second century. He wrote this massive work called Against Heresies, taking on folks who were twisting the truth about Jesus. They were saying the body didn’t matter, that creation was junk, that only some elite few with secret knowledge could get to God. Sounds like a sci-fi plot, right? But Irenaeus wasn’t having it. He grabbed the Gospel with both hands and shouted, “No! God loves this world—dirt, flesh, all of it. He became one of us to save all of us!” And Easter? That’s the proof.

Irenaeus says something that sticks with me: “The Word of God, Jesus Christ, on account of His great love for mankind, became what we are, that He might make us what He is” (Against Heresies, 5.Preface). That’s the Easter story in a sentence. Jesus didn’t just float down for a cameo. He got dirty, walked our roads, felt our pain, and died our death. Then He busted out of that tomb—not as a ghost, not as a metaphor, but in a real, scarred, glorious body. Irenaeus is crystal clear: “He assumed actual flesh” (Against Heresies, 3.22). Why? Because God’s not ashamed of you, your body, your story. He’s redeeming it all.

I remember a time I felt like that tomb—sealed up, done. I was in my twenties, chasing dreams that left me empty, convinced I’d messed up too bad for God to care. But Easter reminds me of what Irenaeus fought for: Jesus didn’t come for the perfect. He came for the broken, the doubters, the ones who feel like their story’s over. He went down into the grave, Irenaeus says, even preaching to the souls who’d died long before Him (Against Heresies, 4.27.2). Nobody’s too far gone. That’s Easter hope. That’s the God who runs to us.

Those heretics Irenaeus was battling? They wanted to split the world into “spiritual good, physical bad.” But Easter says, “Not so fast.” When Jesus rose, He didn’t ditch His body. He ate fish, broke bread, let Thomas touch His scars. Irenaeus puts it like this: Christ’s resurrection “confirms the preservation of our bodies” (Against Heresies, 5.31.1). Your life, your struggles, your laughter, your tears—they’re not throwaways. God’s weaving them into a story that ends in glory. One day, because Jesus rose, you’ll rise too, whole and radiant, in a body made new.

And here’s the wild part: this isn’t just for a select few. Irenaeus saw the Church as this big, messy, beautiful family, “scattered throughout the world” but holding one faith, like a house with a million rooms (Against Heresies, 1.10.2). Easter’s for everybody—every nation, every story, every heart that says, “Jesus, I need You.” In a world that loves to divide, the empty tomb unites us. It says God’s love is bigger than our differences, stronger than our failures.

So this Easter, let’s lean into what Irenaeus called “the glory of God”—a human being “fully alive” (Against Heresies, 4.20.7). Let’s laugh a little louder, hug a little tighter, and live a little braver, because the grave is empty. Let’s push back against the lies that say you’re not enough, that this world’s too broken, that hope’s a fairy tale. Jesus is alive, friend, and He’s calling your name, just like He did Mary’s outside that tomb.

I’m praying for you this Easter, that you’d feel the pulse of that resurrection life in your bones. The God who became flesh, died, and rose again is still running to you, arms wide open. Step into that love. It’s yours. Forever.

He is Risen! And because He is, so are we.

Happy Easter,