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The adventure begins 
THE ADVENTURES OF THE AGING ENGINEER Episode 109: The Mystery of the Vanishing Printers and the Phantom Network Southeast Texas. Friday, October 9, 2026. 5:00 AM. While most of East Texas was still asleep, an aging engineer sat in front of a glowing computer screen. His first mission of the day involved data retention for…
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2026
In 2026, the author reflects on unexpected challenges in business, relationships, and finances, learning that perseverance doesn’t mean controlling everything. They observe the significance of small acts of kindness and the importance of faith over perfection. The year has taught them to embrace change and focus on making a difference in simple ways while appreciating…
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The last thirty days
Over the past month, the author has navigated significant changes in both technology and personal life. They have been dismantling outdated systems while discovering new opportunities in rural broadband and community service, reflecting on the necessity of faith and personal growth. This process involves simplifying, acknowledging challenges, and seeking deeper connections with God.
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I am carrying a lot of disappointment tonight.
The author expresses profound disappointment in personal persistence, unfulfilled expectations from others, and a disconnect from God. Despite outward appearances of faithfulness, a superficial relationship with God led to reliance on self. Acknowledging sin and the need for grace, they emphasize repentance and the importance of truly abiding in Christ for renewal.
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Hope
My hope is not that everything will return to the way it was. I hope some things can be repaired, but my hope has to rest on something stronger than improved circumstances. My hope is in Jesus Christ. He is risen. Because He lives, loss, failure, financial pressure, aging, and even death do not have…
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Mercy Before Direction
The author expresses fatigue and unresolved concerns, seeking God’s mercy and guidance. Reflecting on personal struggles with hurt, suspicion, and control, they desire honesty and forgiveness. They ask for peace in God’s love to handle responsibilities without feeling overwhelmed and request direction to fulfill God’s will with His guidance.
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The journey and the grief
The narrative follows a man’s journey through life, emphasizing his belief in fixing broken things. As he matures, he learns valuable lessons about commitment, truth, and responsibility. Faced with personal failures and grief, he realizes the importance of accepting limitations, telling the truth, and focusing on present responsibilities while trusting God’s guidance.
John Hargrove Seeking Truth and Reality
Texas engineer finding the signal of grace in grief, code, and Scripture
